2.10.2014

Girl Uncovered Part 1

You know the story of the princess who meets her prince and lives happily ever after... Yeah, ain't gonna happen in this story, well maybe not in the way expected... Who knew that a girls heart could ever hurt or go through so much pain!?! I seriously didn't think it was possible for me to experience those dreadful feelings. I thought I was indestructible, stronger than the average girl... Boy was I wrong...

Here I was... a girl who had hardly done anything with a boy, a girl who thought she could never feel something as strong as love for a boy, a girl just starting off her senior year, a girl who had no idea what she was getting herself into...

Sure my step dad would always mention him, but I didn't actually think anything would happen. I mean... come on, nothing ever really happened when it came to situations like that for me.

When I use the word him, I'm referring to the boy who works with my step-dad, the first boy I ever had any butterfly feelings for, the first boy to make my heart crack into a million tiny little pieces, something I never thought would be possible.

Our first contact, facebook, of course... Followed by him liking almost every profile picture that I had at the time, so of course I had to like his photos back. And then the famous facebook poking began, first from him and then from me. This went on for weeks, I didn't think we would ever reach real, actual communication...

Then came the day that my family and I went to go see my step-dad at work, he wasn't there, but he knew I was there because of the pictures I posted on facebook... The first real written words to me were on a picture of me and my mom that I had posted that night; it was "You both are beautiful!" I don't know about you, but if a boy calls me beautiful I'm definitely going to look into him!

This is where I came to the decision, I would finally message him... I have to admit this was pretty scary for me, I had so many thoughts going through my head, 'Is this right?', 'Is this too creepy?', 'WHAT AM I DOING?" Let's just say that the dialog in my head lasted a long while before I actually hit that big scary "SEND" button. It was sometime around two in the morning when I truly reached bravery... this is what I finally sent... "So what's keeping you up mister? :)" I had never been so terrified in my life... 'Will he reply?', 'Oh my gosh I'm so stupid!', 'What was I thinking??' these were a few of the many words that were going through my mind at the time.

So did he reply to me? Was it a complete failure, or was it just the beginning to something new and exciting?? Check in next week! More of the story will be revealed! Hope all of you are having a beautiful day! <3

1 comment:

  1. When you get that feeling where you want to do something, but are afraid it might not turn out like you hope.... That feeling means DEFINITELY DO IT!

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